Over the past few months there have been a lot solar activity
, and I seemed to have some very extreme emotional reactions on the EXACT days that these flares happened.
For the most part, I am completely overcome with depression, and I even had a suicide attempt on one of those days. I just woke up and all I could think about is how the world we live in is not the world I want to be in. I dwell on this future I want to be, but at the same time I am constantly surrounded by the opposite reality. All I know is that I feel a HUGE need to change my environment, but I also feel trapped where I am, making me depressed and suicidal.
I was wondering if anyone else has been experiencing these extreme emotional changes during solar activity, or if it's just me...